I have no way of knowing. He probably wouldn't want anyone to worry.
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And I don't want to do that. I don't want soldiers to attack you. I don't want soldiers to attack anyone. And them attacking your father...
...I don't know what I'll do about that yet. [But there's a tone in her voice that she really wants to do something to soldiers that would do something like that.]
Training doesn't change how rough a deal it must be for you too.
...I didn't get to go to the funeral. Pops said I'd make a scene or something. I don't know if there were different ceremonies in different places but...
[She's sorry if she could've seen Fuu there and missed here.]
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Have you... not eaten in over a day?
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… I haven’t been hungry much, since father died.
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I… don’t want to make your bed dirty.
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[...The idea that he would magically not be stressed out or mentally unwell from being forced to stay awake for hours on end might actually be more terrifying to her, in an odd way.]
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My father’s journals make it seem as if your family never much saw us as people. I wonder if it would be better if you didn’t either.
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If you’ll do that sort of thing, I won’t complain. But I’d rather it start now so I can be used to it.
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...I don't know what I'll do about that yet. [But there's a tone in her voice that she really wants to do something to soldiers that would do something like that.]
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… You can still get hurt. Whatever you do… send me instead.
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And I'm not even the one in your shoes.
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You also lost someone you cared about and he’s been replaced with a stranger.
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...I didn't get to go to the funeral. Pops said I'd make a scene or something. I don't know if there were different ceremonies in different places but...
[She's sorry if she could've seen Fuu there and missed here.]
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