I follow your orders, but that doesn’t stop your father from controlling what I do. If my sister had been your guard, he would have chosen a husband for me to carry on the line. He demanded Kuu follow certain hobbies to be more appealing for suitors.
It’s their business, as when you have a child, the next generation of my family will be their guard. And as a guard… he can limit my activities just as well as Kuu’s.
[Its maybe more obvious that she's trying not to sit in the overwhelming thought space that is her father from her expression. But it's bizarrely easier for her to think about addressing it when it's happening to someone who isn't herself.
That feels wrong too. Like a dash of culpability.]
That's... gross. [Was the partnership of Fuu's parents decided by her grandparents...? The stormy cloud of generational pressures feels closer to the Earth than she likes.] Is Kuu... how is she doing?
Father taught me that this could be the most dangerous time of all— with him gone, I have to be ready to defend against those who would see it as weakness.
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But I hope ya ain't expecting me to dress fancy tonight. I don't care if that's what people want, I'm not in the mood for it.
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[...its hard to tell if she's being willfully obtuse.]
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I follow your orders, but that doesn’t stop your father from controlling what I do. If my sister had been your guard, he would have chosen a husband for me to carry on the line. He demanded Kuu follow certain hobbies to be more appealing for suitors.
It’s their business, as when you have a child, the next generation of my family will be their guard. And as a guard… he can limit my activities just as well as Kuu’s.
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That feels wrong too. Like a dash of culpability.]
That's... gross. [Was the partnership of Fuu's parents decided by her grandparents...? The stormy cloud of generational pressures feels closer to the Earth than she likes.] Is Kuu... how is she doing?
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But she has more time until her duty. She’ll grow up and learn from mother, and I’ll train her children like father did for me.
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[She's not even really sure what she's asking. Hobbies or husbands or... some other h word?]
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… but I do love to read.
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But I'm sure we could work on fixin' that.
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And besides, not having "much" time to read isn't the same as no time.
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