[Ranma sets the diary down and rests their head on the bed next to it, staring at the ceiling. Its nothing surprising. Its all things that were true. Are true. Anyone would have expected the worst.
But... its hard not to think about the ways they haven't changed. No matter how much time passes, no matter how much praise they get... Ranma's still a murderer. Its the nature of this family line. Impossible not to be. Kaori... Adora... they're caught up in it too.
They wonder a lot about how feasible it would be to... end the royal line. Not violently, god no. But... to set up something without the royals at the top. Something that makes it less likely for the cursed Nerima royal blood to taint this world. A new government, new system. A system where their daughters... won't end up like Ranma.
But that possibility has slipped through their fingers. New government means instability. Instability means weakness. Weakness means the fae will sabotage. Interference means the whole idea falls apart and you're left with panic and violence as the violent horde together power and the innocents get killed in the process. Either the kids are doomed or the country is doomed. All Ranma's fault in both directions.
I'm gonna hold you to that! There's some opera stuff, some local community theater we could dress down and hide out in... I know there's a noble downtown who's started opening up her salon to show off paintings on the weekend.
It may have been true, but it puts us all in danger. We’re on the brink of war—I gave my entire life to making sure Sefiro wouldn’t suffer, and now unless we can come to an agreement with the far, it looks like that’s the only possible outcome.
They were trying to kill you and they were lying about their reasons for doing it. If their story was the only one people heard, both the fae and the people would buy into their... bullshit.
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But... its hard not to think about the ways they haven't changed. No matter how much time passes, no matter how much praise they get... Ranma's still a murderer. Its the nature of this family line. Impossible not to be. Kaori... Adora... they're caught up in it too.
They wonder a lot about how feasible it would be to... end the royal line. Not violently, god no. But... to set up something without the royals at the top. Something that makes it less likely for the cursed Nerima royal blood to taint this world. A new government, new system. A system where their daughters... won't end up like Ranma.
But that possibility has slipped through their fingers. New government means instability. Instability means weakness. Weakness means the fae will sabotage. Interference means the whole idea falls apart and you're left with panic and violence as the violent horde together power and the innocents get killed in the process. Either the kids are doomed or the country is doomed. All Ranma's fault in both directions.
This might be a panic attack.]
That's hypocrisy. Ma's a hyocrite.
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How is it hypocrisy when we both aren’t sick?
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MAMA YOU WERE SHOT AT.
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And I have been healed and feel much better.
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That sounds like a lie. [She squeezes Fuu's hand anxiously.] Better doesn't mean best.
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I promise I’m telling the truth. They removed the remnant of the arrow and I’m as good as I can possibly be.
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I have spent nearly a month away from you and your father and our home.
Please don’t worry. I just want to enjoy being with you again now that I can.
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But its enough of a deflection that Catra buys it, embarrassed by the touch even though she missed it.]
Fiiiiiine... but that means you're letting me drag you into fun stuff again then, right?
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[ She tries, very hard, not to draw attention to the color leaving her face.
Twelve years. She just. Has to think of it as only twelve years. Her life still stretches before her. ]
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But we are going to have to have a talk about your leaking details to the press.
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Kaori, really think. Do you trust your people?
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[No hesitation.]
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